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Just Like The Rest Of Us, Viola Davis Had To Unlearn Things About Her Beauty

Yep, the cosmetics giant announced the How To Get Away With Murder star (54) as its newest face just months after fellow icon Celine Dion joined its roster! Considering the beauty industry’s long, problematic perpetuation of ageism and racism, and colorism more specifically, this is a huge deal that’s so much bigger than Davis’ face…

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Just Like The Rest Of Us, Viola Davis Had To Unlearn Things About Her Beauty

Yep, the cosmetics giant announced the How To Get Away With Murder star (54) as its newest face just months after fellow icon Celine Dion joined its roster! Considering the beauty industry’s long, problematic perpetuation of ageism and racism, and colorism more specifically, this is a huge deal that’s so much bigger than Davis’ face on a billboard or product box. It’s moving the needle forward in a direction underrepresented audiences have been trying to go for years, because the conversation around beauty and representation doesn’t just affect our self-esteem or how others rank our desirability. It affects our overall quality of life, proven time and time again as schoolgirls around the world are suspended for wearing their natural hair, as media threatens the safety of black women with its portrayal of us as hypersexual objects, and as society labels us “masculine,” “intimidating,” and/or “aggressive” anytime we dare to refuse the social and political constructs set to minimize our power. In celebration of her new partnership with L’Oreal, I met with Viola Davis at Times Square Edition to talk about all of this, plus her personal relationship with beauty. We ended our conversation with a selfie and game of “You Can Only Pick One.” Her answer to “Red wine or white wine?” is an eternal mood and one of the infinite reasons we stan!

You’re officially a beauty icon now! What’s that like to get a call from L’Oreal to be a face of the largest beauty brand?

I felt like my life came full circle. I came sort of thrust into the world at a very young age believing everything that culture said about me and everyone who looked like me: That I wasn’t as pretty because I was darker skinned and everything was wrong about me. My hair was wrong, my body was wrong, I wasn’t a classic beauty. And what makes it worse is then you see it being played out in public. You see it played out in movies. You see it played out in advertisement, until you get hip to the fact that you do have the power to reject that, that you do have the power to say, “Says who? Who says I’m not sexual? Who says I’m not beautiful? Who says?”

To have L’Oreal just sort of step in and say, “You know what? I see you.” It felt like I was reconciling that young girl who didn’t feel good enough and pretty enough. That’s what it felt like. It felt sort of like God interjecting and saying, “You see, I told you it was wrong what people said about you.”

I think that a lot of times when people think about beauty they think of just the physical or cosmetics, and that’s a part of it. But also there’s this political and social context to beauty. It affects people’s jobs, their opportunity. Is there a moment in which you remember having that realization like, This is deep?

Oh god, when haven’t I? It’s the life. It’s the realization of how many women have been sexually assaulted, and how at the moment they were sexually assaulted how they sort of just died a living death. And how it infected and affected every other part of their lives of feeling less than, feeling like they had to compartmentalize.

The feeling I get from so many women — I always say women of color especially only because I am a woman of color — but women in general, especially dark skinned women. How many of them in terms of healthcare, in terms of people not listening to us, in terms of people not feeling like we’re feminine, in terms of the language people use when they talk about us, in terms of how we’re dismissed, how people don’t defend us. How statistically in every area we’re at the bottom of the barrel. That’s when you really understand the true impact of beauty on both ends. People from the outside when they don’t consider you to be beautiful, they erase your value. Totally erase it like you’re invisible. That’s one side, but the other side of it is when we erase ourselves. It’s how hard we have to fight for our value. And you fight the good fight and and say, “You know what? I’m going to fight the good fight. I’m going to fight for my mental health. I’m going to fight for my self-love. I’m going to fight for my authenticity.” You understand that it’s not about going out there and people thinking that I am sexy. I got to show you my great bikini shot and I got to Photoshop out all of my stretch marks and all of that.

That’s been my whole journey as a woman. In my late twenties understanding that all my choices are coming from me. Bad relationships, all of that is coming from me. It’s not about going to get my hair done every two months. It’s about introspection, it’s about reconciling, it’s about forgiveness. I learned that at 28 years old. Finding healthy relationships, surrounding myself with people who love me, you know? It’s been constant, it’s a constant narrative, and I think any woman would say that.

Is there anything that you had to unlearn about yourself? Tell me about what you didn’t like about yourself that you had to grow into appreciating.

Oh yeah, absolutely. My voice, my nose. Every time I picked up the phone and people would say, “Okay sir, are you sure that that’s what you want?” Everything was “sir” because my voice is so deep. Until I realized my grandmother’s voice is deep — Her voice I thought was beautiful. She grew up in the deep South, had 18 children. This is one generation removed from slavery; the backwoods of Singleton Plantation. But when she got a phone call it was like the voice of heaven. It didn’t even seem like it fit her body. So it’s like how could I love it in her and not love it in me, you know? I had to grow into that.

I had to grow into my nose. I can’t even believe there was a time that I didn’t like my nose because I don’t even think about it now. But I always wanted a thinner nose when I was really, really young. So I just grew out of that. There were a lot of things. You know, I grew up in Central Falls, Rhode Island. I grew up in a predominantly white community. I didn’t see any reflections of myself in the everyday, except for my parents of course, and my siblings who I love. But I have to say I’ve really grown into myself. And I’m not saying that every day that I look at pictures of myself and go, Oh! But I feel pretty damn good.

And you look pretty damn good! You slay the red carpets — every single look, every hair style. It’s interesting to me that you noticed something like your nose so young. Do you know how old you were?

I was more like 12, 13. I really noticed, but that’s only because of bullying. That’s because boys, you notice boys and you start getting the tickling feeling in your stomach. And when you hear them whisper things like, “She’s ugly, her nose is too big,” then you personalize it. It’s just human.

What are you teaching your daughter about beauty?

I do it by example. I teach her by example that your heart and your head are the two most important parts of you. And I get it, trust me. I get that you have to see — I’m representing a beauty brand, L’Oreal, and I love beauty products! I love perfume, I love spas. But at the end of the day, at 54 years old, I can tell you on this journey that your value cannot be placed on the external — it just cannot be. There’s no U-haul on the back of a hearse. Your legacy has got to be something way deeper than your physical attributes. And I find that what happens with girls too often is people feel that the [physical] beauty is a value, and it’s not. It’s a little enhancement at best. But that and five cents is not even going to buy you a cup of coffee. Your investment has to be in your character. What do you believe about yourself? How do you handle failure? What are your dreams? How bold are you to live your authentic life? All those things are way more important. That’s what I tell my daughter and that’s an everyday narrative that I teach her. Because what happens I think with women, when you do feel like the external is the only value, you don’t work on anything else. Everything else falls by the wayside and then culture can really eat away at you. The zeitgeist can really eat away at you.

How do you hope to inspire people using the platform and privilege that comes along with being a beauty icon?

I love the mantra of L’Oreal: You’re worth it. And I want to say that to women of color especially, and women in general, that you’re worth it. You came out of the womb worth it. You were born worth it. You don’t even have to get a degree. You don’t have to do anything to earn it. You’ve already earned it by breathing.

But also, I just want to have the strength to tell my story. I feel that as I’ve gone through life, whenever I’ve gone through anything, I feel a huge sense of anxiety. Whenever I, in the past I’ve made a mistake or I feel like I failed or I didn’t hit it. And the reason why it felt bad is because you look on that internet and the only stories that people tell are of success and winning. And then you realize that they’re not telling the truth, but you don’t know that [at first]. You actually do believe that they are telling truth, so you’re the one that’s wrong. So I think the strength of putting out images that are honest and authentic and giving people permission to literally feel like they don’t have to live in shame, even if they have bumps in the road and they fail and they fall or whatever. To understand that’s all part of it, that’s all a part of your story and you gotta own it. And it’s the owning it and reconciling it and understanding that helps you to connect with others. That’s what I hope to give to people, that’s what I try to give to people. I try to inject every interview I have, every image I have without a filter or as less of a filter as possible.

Kale or Spinach?

Kale

Would you rather have your phone die or have to use a public port-a-potty?

Oh no. I’d rather my phone die.

Body moisturizer or hair moisturizer?

Oh, body moisturizer. Challenging both.

Early mornings or late nights?

I’m going to say early mornings.

Red wine or white wine?

White wine … Red wine … Can I choose both?





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The Hidden Mental Health Costs of Climate Change

“People don’t really understand—until you actually see it coming at you in a wall of flame,” says a woman in the Rural Fire Service of New South Wales, in startling footage of fighting Australia’s raging bushfires last month. Extreme weather events like these are becoming more frequent and more severe: in the U.S. just this…

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“People don’t really understand—until you actually see it coming at you in a wall of flame,” says a woman in the Rural Fire Service of New South Wales, in startling footage of fighting Australia’s raging bushfires last month. Extreme weather events like these are becoming more frequent and more severe: in the U.S. just this year, five states have set wildfire records. But it’s not just unlucky homeowners who are affected—fine particulate matter is an increasing concern for epidemiologists, who’ve found that public exposure can cause both acute and chronic disease.

Though these types of environmental catastrophes are often still talked about in terms of future consequences, climate change is already having a massive impact on public health. The World Health Organization (WHO) just released a report, which draws on data from 101 countries, highlighting these climate-related health risks—and the world’s lack of preparedness.

Impacts include increased risk of childhood diarrheal disease caused by a food supply that’s potentially more vulnerable to pathogens, heatwaves creating dangerous labor conditions, and increased disease risk from chronic exposures to things like air pollution later in life.

Mental health can be affected by climate change too, and depression, anxiety, and other mental health issues are identified in the report as climate-sensitive conditions. But only six countries emphasized that it was a priority for them. Katie Hayes, a climate change and mental health researcher, has recently published on the current and projected mental health consequences of the climate crisis in the International Journal of Mental Health Systems. She said that while attributing direct causes in the mental-health sphere can be challenging, it’s clear that the impacts of climate change are accelerating.

“Extreme weather events, like flooding, hurricanes, and wildfires have been linked to depression, anxiety, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), suicidal ideation,” Hayes wrote in the International Journal of Environmental Research and Public Health. Further, “Vector-borne diseases like West Nile Virus and Lyme disease may compound mental health issues for people with pre-existing mental health illness.” Which is why, she said, “It’s important to link [mental health issues] to climate change,” because “these events, they’re no longer one-off—it’s not a one-in-100-year flood anymore.” Though it was only raised as a significant concern by six countries, Tara Neville, a lead author on the WHO report, said it’s important that “we are now seeing countries specifically identifying mental health issues as a health risk of climate change.”

Hayes notes that existing social injustices are amplified by climate change, and that it’s the most marginalized who are especially vulnerable, including people who have had to flee their homes because of climate change, or groups like indigenous communities who already struggle with access to healthcare. “Our physical health, our mental health, and our community health are all connected,” said Hayes.

The conclusions of the WHO report are buoyed by a litany of other recent research. In November, the Lancet Countdown, a project dedicated to monitoring health and climate change, released its 2019 report. “We’re able to say that for a child born today, their life is going to be affected by climate change at every single point,” said Nick Watts, executive director at the Lancet Countdown .

Nearly half of the countries WHO surveyed had conducted “a vulnerability and adaptation assessment for health,” but only 20 of the 48 countries said their findings led directly to funding policies to address public health impacts of climate change. Although there’s increasing concern and awareness of climate-related risks associated with extreme weather—like food- and water-borne diseases, or diseases carried by insects like mosquitoes—few countries have implemented significant policy changes.

“The concern is that governments simply aren’t moving fast enough,” Watts said.

It’s difficult to overstate the broad-reaching impacts. When we talk about disease, as emerging viruses like Zika demonstrate, “It’s important to say that no country, no population is immune,” Watts said. “The world’s very, very connected.”

As healthcare professionals scramble to deal with the fallout from a warming planet, they will have to deal with a new level of uncertainty. Whether in Australia, the U.S., or the U.K., healthcare systems have been built on an “assumption that the climate was going to be stable,” Watts said. “That’s no longer a safe assumption—whether we’re talking about the floods in Venice or the wildfires in California.”

Sean McDermott is a freelance journalist and photographer.

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I’m HIV-Positive. My Partner Is Negative. This Is How We Have Sex

For many, HIV is the ultimate boogeyman of the modern sex-scape. Years of horror stories have led some to fear contracting the virus so much that it becomes a constant phobia. It has also led to the stigmatization of HIV-positive individuals as toxic or wicked—and desexualized. Who, this line of thought goes, once struck with…

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I’m HIV-Positive. My Partner Is Negative. This Is How We Have Sex

For many, HIV is the ultimate boogeyman of the modern sex-scape. Years of horror stories have led some to fear contracting the virus so much that it becomes a constant phobia. It has also led to the stigmatization of HIV-positive individuals as toxic or wicked—and desexualized. Who, this line of thought goes, once struck with HIV could think of themself as a viable sexual object ever again? And who would view them as viable partners for any form of physical intimacy?

It is absurd that this even needs to be said, but people living with HIV are humans living full, long lives with a chronic but manageable condition, like so many others. They desire, and are deserving of, love and intimacy like anyone. Being in a relationship can actually be a vital motivator for some people to seek and keep up with treatment.

One might assume that HIV-positive people choose to date those who share their status, so as not to worry about transmitting the virus. And sure, this happens. But many HIV-positive and -negative people still pursue sex and intimacy together, in what are known as “serodiscordant” or mixed-status relationships. In the U.S. alone, there are at least 140,000 mixed-status couples, possibly many more, as that estimate was extrapolated from 23-year-old data. In countries where HIV is especially prevalent, more than 3 percent of all relationships are serodiscordant, and up to two-thirds of HIV-positive individuals are in such relationships.

Not all these couples know from the start that they are serodiscordant, thanks to a positive partner not knowing their status or contracting the virus while already in an established relationship. But many partners know they are mixed status when they get together and make it work.

There is no single strategy for HIV-positive and -negative people to pursue sex and intimacy. Some agree to pursue only emotional intimacy, perhaps consenting to forms of non-monogamy as well. Some only engage in non-penetrative sex. Some use condoms at all times. Increasingly, though, there’s recognition that effective treatment can lower one’s viral load to untransmissible levels. This makes the risk of an HIV-negative partner contracting the virus functionally nonexistent during unprotected sex with a HIV-positive partner who has had such a low load for at least six months and is maintaining their treatment regimen. The spread of PrEP—a preventive drug regimen used by an HIV-negative partner that reduces the risk of transmission by up to 99 percent—in recent years has also opened up new possibilities for a sense of security and less restrained intimacy. Some couples mix and match strategies as needed.

VICE recently caught up with Vasilios Papapitsios and Elijah McKinnon, a queer, non-monogamous, serodiscordant couple, to hear about how they manage sex and intimacy.

Vasilios Papapitsios: I became positive when I was 19. I’m 28 now. I’d just come out of the closet. I was living in a very hateful state [North Carolina] that had just defunded the AIDS drug assistance program, and I was going to school at UNC-Chapel Hill. As much as it thinks it is a progressive community, I was already feeling outed by a lot of my community members.

At that time, it was definitely easier to conceive of a relationship—or just casual sex—with another HIV-positive person because of the stigma I’d internalized and the fear of passing it along.

Elijah McKinnon: I’m from the San Francisco Bay area. I grew up in a pretty liberal household. I talked about sex and various STIs, including HIV, with my parents, who were in an open relationship and very open sexually. I had various relatives die from AIDS.

I had a lot of friends who were young and positive, but not out. It was more hidden than I think a lot of people are now about their status. So the first thing I learned is that I need to take ownership of my own status. What are the ways I can best protect myself? I mean not only from STIs, but a more holistic approach—like my mental sanity, my emotional sanity.

I never thought about serodiscordant relationships from this taboo perspective. One of my first…let’s just call him a boyfriend, was HIV positive. That’s when I discovered PrEP. I had to be 19, 20. This is right when the FDA approved it. I was super skeptical like, you want me to take what? Then after being involved with the study that changed the entire landscape of PrEP a couple years ago by testing a lot of people [using it] and seeing the significant decrease in [transmission of HIV], it was sort of a no-brainer for me. Leading into this relationship, I don’t think I had any barriers.

Vasilios: [Just before I met Eli in late 2016,] I’d been in New York for about half a year. It was suddenly an environment where people just didn’t care about my status. It was: That’s okay, the same way it’s okay for you to be gay. I felt more liberated and free to just be myself.

[Then I moved to Chicago.] It was the first time I was very open about my status to the public. I witnessed communities of people who were all on PrEP, or they know about it. I had been undetectable for a year or two. That was a major factor in terms of my internal stigma and fear.

My world blossomed. I was allowing myself to have intimacy and love and sex in ways that I couldn’t before…I realized I just deserved that and wasn’t this scourge of society.


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Elijah: I met Vas during a performance where they were doing a blood ritual [that involved taking a bath in fake blood] that centers on queer people living with chronic illnesses. So I was very much aware of their status.

Vasilios: I knew she was the PrEP girl. [Eli helped develop PrEP4Love, a campaign raising awareness of PrEP among black gay men, straight black women, and black trans women, and was a model in campaign ads all over Chicago.] She knew I was the poz artist and advocate.

Elijah: I’m black and queer and non-binary. We live on opposite ends of the country. We have different interests and passions. We’re constantly approaching things from the perspectives of our past traumas. There are constantly tensions between our other identities that we are processing. Our status is, I don’t want to say low on the totem pole, but there are other things we are processing.

Vasilios: We have an open relationship. Usually it’s separate. Sometimes it’s not.

I have to be aware that there are other STIs when you do not use a prophylactic. Even if people I’m having sex with are on PrEP, that doesn’t mean other things are thrown out the window. For me, PrEP is like a mental prophylactic. It gives us the opportunity to get into it and not have to think, oh my goodness, this little act of intimacy or sex is so wonderful but there’s still a lingering fear. That doesn’t really exist for me anymore. And that is an amazing gift. But any sex interaction, I have to think about, huh, I don’t know this person or whatever, I’m taking a risk.

How do I put this… We use condoms [together] if we need to. But we don’t really want to.

Elijah: There are a lot of tools that people don’t know about when navigating sex. Like the number of partners, or knowing how to have communicative conversations with those partners as just number one. That allows you to navigate sexually through an experience however you want to.

There are obviously condoms and PrEP, but also positioning [in terms of who is the recipient of penetrative sex; the receiving partner is at more risk]. There are ways of being intimate that are non-penetrative. There’re so many different things we discuss. Everything on our relationship is on the table. When it’s not, things begin to spiral because we’re not being communicative.

One thing that really has been intimate about our respective statuses is that I feel, versus a lot of other relationships, we’re more actively involved with each other’s holistic health. Not just okay, what’s your CD4 count? But how’s your mind doing? Let’s check in. How are you eating?

Vasilios: I think we have learned from our past experiences. And we complement each other in our different healing journeys.

Elijah: Up until about a year ago, I got a lot of questions, like: Aren’t you scared? Don’t you just think it would be easier with a negative person? I don’t even know what any of those questions mean!

There are still a lot of people who are very unaware due to fear and stigma around how to not only be in a serodiscordant relationship but be in a gay, queer, alternative relationship in general. Because they don’t have any models and the models that we do have are very monolithic. If it weren’t status, it’d be something else, like: How is it being in a mixed-race relationship?

That is just one facet of our multi-faceted relationship. It’s a topic that’s up for discussion, not so much negotiation. And it isn’t a barrier to accessing our most intimate depths of pleasure and joy.

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More People Than Ever Are Trying to Lose Weight, to No Avail

Despite reportedly trying lots of different weight loss methods, adults in the United States have seen overall increases in weight and actual measured BMI, according to a new study published this week in JAMA Network Open. The research basically paints a picture of people spinning their diet and activity wheels, reportedly restricting their food intake,…

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Despite reportedly trying lots of different weight loss methods, adults in the United States have seen overall increases in weight and actual measured BMI, according to a new study published this week in JAMA Network Open. The research basically paints a picture of people spinning their diet and activity wheels, reportedly restricting their food intake, increasing exercise, and drinking a ton of water, all to no avail.

The most interesting data within the study is the table of things people say they’ve done to try and lose weight, and how those tactics have changed over the 17 years of the research period. The number of people who say they “ate less food,” for instance, increased by 11 percent, and there was a more than 26 percent increase in “drinking more water” as a weight-management strategy (a questionable method); while only seven people say they drank water as a weight loss tactic in 1999–2000, 1,370 said the same in 2015–2016. Steady increases can be seen each year, which is a nice way to trace the celebrity diet cliché to just “drink a lot of water!!!” through time.

Researchers don’t offer much in the line of why this is happening (or maybe more fair to say, not happening). The study hypothesizes people are over-reporting the efforts they’re making to lose weight (the study data comes from a nationally representative survey). Or the gap in weight loss efforts and weight gained could come from a previously observed trend that people who perceive themselves to be overweight are more likely to increase their weight over time. This would also make sense, given that the number of people who think of themselves as overweight also increased in the study’s timeframe.

Researchers ultimately conclude that even though more people say they were trying to lose weight, across the board, weights and BMI increased. Of course, higher weights and higher BMI doesn’t necessarily speak to poor health: It’s extremely possible to gain mass in a healthy way; having more weight doesn’t necessarily mean being less healthy. But the overall picture of how healthy the country is isn’t what’s on display in this study. If anything, this study shows that people are certainly more stressed out about their weight, which can have a loose connection to health. But they’re not getting the tools they need to feel equipped to live healthily, or accept their healthy bodies.

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